Twitter update! [24 Jul 2008|09:36am] anna_sea My life in a few tweets: 12:42 missed my bus stop, got stuck in thigh deep rain water, got wet, forgot to bring my phone, my bf tells me he doesn't know if he loves me. 12:44 kinda regret eating that raspberry + vanilla mousse cake lolx. WII FIT TONIGHT I SWEAR. 15:36 @jumilia hello you! good luck with the marking! btw go activate twitter on your hp if u haven't! u get free sms updates! 15:37 @nadzirah yes we do, and lend me your wheel of time!!! and thanks for the virtual hugs <3 16:35 headache** 18:43 working overtime today lyk omg zzzzzz. 18:44 @felipyon *pats pats* get some rest! Add me on twitter if you have one! twitter id: ilyana post comment

[21 Jul 2008|01:51pm] breathonme 2 comments|post comment

[21 Jul 2008|10:30pm] seafolding The Dark Knight was so good. post comment

uncertainty in my heart. [21 Jul 2008|09:56pm] anna_sea [ mood | emoing D8 ] [ music | ILLUMINATI by Malice Mizer ] Uh oh, emo entry tonight. I wasn't affected much by the decision he made but now that work's over, anxiety has been flooding my mind so here I am, knee deep in worrying thoughts and uncertainty. Damn this sucks but I'll try my best not to let it get to me. I'm already 20 sigh, need to be emotionally stronger. So anyway, I'll go blog about random stuff tonight in an attempt to lift my mood! LK was randomly asking me why I don't do make-up posts and stuff online when I'm obviously obsessed with it so here you go ladies, my eye make-up I had on for a wedding last week. ( more random pics! ) God I feel so much better. Blogging is such good therapy sometimes even if you have lousy pictures lol. I apologise for the er horrid photos in this post (tho i think my eye + last pasta shot was nice meheh) It's night! What do you expect from such lousy lighting conditions?! Another note: Dorothy Perkins jeans rock so bad I swear. I'm sorry Levi's, you make great jeans but your jeans don't fit my ass right. Go get people, they're on sale! Thank you akustatik_ for the head's up! <3 17 comments|post comment

find love. [21 Jul 2008|04:11am] affluentdisguis some website started spamming my inbox a few months back. every time it comes..."find love". man, sometimes reminder like these is not necessary ya noe? hihihihihi. besides that, i have a well deserved replacement leave day tomorrow today. although, i still need to run some errands for work. hmpmh. well, the sunday service was good today. a message that talked about dreams-drive-destiny. everyone has dreams but not all have the drive to achieve it. it served as a reminder to me... to my many dreams i have yet to drive. i hope i'll get to the start of the highway before the month ends. really. i hope to give you some new news. yes. photo credit:cyworld post comment

[19 Jul 2008|12:34am] looksthat__kill IF YOU KNOW ANYONE WHO MIGHT BE LOOKING FOR AN APARTMENT IN PHILLY, LET ME KNOW! I NEED TO FIND TWO GALS TO LIVE WITH ME AND LAYCEE. we found a perfect apartment. its huge and beautiful and new and gorgeous and perfect. jalksdjlfakjsdlkajsdlf;kajsdlfkajsdf;ajsdflaksjdf. 3 comments|post comment

i know you're all going to pitchfork BUT [17 Jul 2008|02:18pm] ____mono_vision We have an fun + quick exhibition coming up soon! On Saturday, July 19, 2008 Golden Age will be hosting: PDF A show of commissioned works opening simultaneously around the world. For the PDF show, the curators, whyandwherefore. com, .. asked each of the artists to respond to their medium, PDFs—specifically how digital work can be infinitely and exactly reproduced. Each was also invited to interrogate the idea of worldwide, collective action—connected to the simultaneous, international openings. With work by Fia Backström, Bozidar Brazda, Brian Clifton, Paul Ramirez Jonas, Rachel Mason, Sean Raspet, Dexter Sinister and Jordan Wolfson. Venues as of July 14: Atkinson Space, Fayetteville, Arkansas, USA Bastard, Oslo, Norway Brown Gallery, London, UK La Casa Encendida, Madrid, Spain Circus Gallery, Los Angeles, California, USA Golden Age, Chicago, Illinois, USA Hiromi Yoshii Gallery, Osaka, Japan Jessica Silverman Gallery, San Francisco, California, USA Galleri Loyal, Stockholm, Sweden Portland Institute for Contemporary Art, Portland, Oregon, USA Placeholder Gallery, Newhall, CA Showroom, Hamburg, Germany; Leipzig, Germany; Zurich, Switzerland Snug Harbor Cultural Center, Staten Island, New York City, USA Vox Populi, Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, USA Y Gallery, Queens, New York City, USA ----- GOLDEN AGE 1744 W 18TH ST. CHICAGO, IL 60608 312.850. 2574 GOLDENAGESTORE. COM 2 comments|post comment

The Arbiters - The Cake EP (2008) [17 Jul 2008|03:38pm] indierockmix [hemb] Исполнитель: The arbiters Диск: The cake EP Год выпуска: 2008 Стиль: Acoustic, Indie Кол-во композиций: 4 Битрейт: 320 kbps Размер: 18 Mb Tracklist: ---------- 1. You own hole 2. The cake 3. Diagnose me 4. Film http://ifolder.ru/7374984 http://rapidshare.com/files/130348707/The_Arbiters-The_Cake_EP_2008.rar post comment

I'm Ore-gone! [14 Jul 2008|09:39pm] doisneau I'll be back in about a week, so here are pictures I'm taking on the road! Bookmark http://oregone.itravelogue.com for daily camera photo goodies. post comment

so hard for me to just embrace the lens [14 Jul 2008|11:05pm] seafoodmwg [ music | the bird and the bee ] It's the fact that it mars two of the best moments of my life. One. Sitting there atop a picnic table, in the middle of the woods, overlooking (what looked to me like) a sea of leaves. The weather was more perfect than it ever was or will be again. Two. Drinking alcohol, smoking weed, riding bikes and playing that game by the river. One of those memories you drag out as long as you possibly can... or at least until you have to pee. Which I needed to. What I didn't realize was how replaceable the people (specifically, me) in those scenarios can become. And, that aside, I wish I had more time. I've actually been enjoying the feeling of exercising on a daily basis, but... sometimes there just isn't enough time in a day. Working full time and being exhausted day in and day out... this is what it feels like, I guess. To grow up.

[14 Jul 2008|08:10pm] ____mono_vision 1 comment|post comment

never arriving. [14 Jul 2008|02:13am] affluentdisguis things ought to be sorted out, by now i hoped. it seems like the waves came clashing thru making ties with the storm and the picture... becomes blur. ...again? may i question the time? No? may i throw this thoughts away? No? may i shut it all up and with time find the courage to ...start again? oh Lord. help me. it seems like i am losing my way with every passing hour. :( again.

[12 Jul 2008|10:30pm] spaces derek and i had a huge talk last night. the biggest, longest talk we have had in our entire life. it was mostly me talking, out of everything i am really glad that in high stress situations when i am talking to the person i am talking to i am very good at saying exactly how i feel the way i want to say it with no problems, often in a very tactful manner. anyways, he came over and i was asleep and laid next to me for a while, woke me up and then since this is the first time ive talked to him this week, the first time that he had really listened to me in months. he just sat there while i talked to him about everything that i have been upset about and everything that i feel is wrong in our relationship and wrong with him. he didnt say anything. i cried, i cried alot. i told him how i felt stupid because i had planned on moving in with him and i planned for us to go away to university next year, and how he never talks to me and i asked him why he doesnt love me anymore, why why why he didnt love me any more. he didn't say anything. i started packing up all of his things, all of the pictures of him around my room. he was crying, he said he does love me he doesnt know why hes been acting this way, then i told him why he was acting that way. he has been acting this way because every time he smokes a lot of pot over an extended period of time (every day for a few months) he always gets really really really depressed. i also told him it's because he doesnt talk to anyone about anything. he never tells anyone how hes feeling or whats wrong, he doesnt have a journal or any way to get out his feelings. after his grandpa died he just acted fine, and i knew he wasnt fine because his grandpa acted as his father his entire life. but he doesnt talk to anyone, he doesnt talk to me, his family, or his friends about anything that is going on with him. he has no good reason to not want to be with me and to treat me badly. it just took me to tell him, to tell him whats going on with him, and to tell him that he sucked, and that i loved him and im disappointed. and tell him how i really feel about him (the good things and the bad) because i guess i hadnt really done that tactfully before. ive had a lot of time alone and i get whats going on with him and with me. i can't just blame him. i count on him to be my only form of social contact. i hang out with NO ONE else but him, and i shouldn't be doing that anyway. people need different types of relationships and i don't have any family relationships or friends. i count on him for everything and when im not around him i just sit here in this blue and pink chair online or watching tv and then i go to bed. anyways, we talked about everything each issue, everything we felt needed to change and ways to improve our relationship and decided that we need to talk and express ourselves, especially him and we are going to work on things to improve our relationship blah blah blah. we will see. i think things will be better, i felt so relieved after getting everything out i felt like i was floating. if the things we talked about dont change then i have no problem leaving him now that he realizes whats been going on , he cant just blame me for everything. i understand that because i am the person he is closest to, i am his best friend and his girlfriend he takes it out on me, i do that, i think most people do that. we will see. i have faith in it, so far its been working out. anyways, NEW SEASON OF DEGRASSI. i am also now obsessed with diary of a call girl. that girl is fucking hot as hell my personal trainer asked me what me goal was and i said "i want my body to look like tila tequilas" 2 comments|post comment

[12 Jul 2008|11:56pm] nodialogue [ music | shugo tokumaru - amayadori ] i am nowhere. basically, i've been twilighting for the past 2 months. i'm getting very good at it actually. now now. where are the people who used to trouble me?! come back! come back to me i say! i will be 21 soon and i'm still making the same mistakes and learning very little. 1 comment|post comment

What Louboutins feel like... [12 Jul 2008|09:03pm] anna_sea [ mood | rather full! ] [ music | Call the Shots by Girls Aloud ] One thing I forgot to blog about two weeks back was that I wore Christian Louboutins on my birthday. No they're not mine and I only had them on for like a minute or so. The story goes: Charlene, one of the new lecturers the school has hired, was the emcee for the president event thingum that happened on my birthday (the one where I got the most glamorous job of scanning student + staff cards ._.) but yeah anyway, she is really one of the most well-dressed lecturers in school and I did a double take when I saw her walking in with a pair of louboutins. Louboutins she got for free mind you!! These louboutins btw: She was a size 8 like me and she let me try them on! MY GOD, THEY ARE PERFECT. Absolute shoe nirvana! There is absolutely nothing that can justify buying $900 shoes except for the fact that they're surprisingly comfy and fucking sexy. So ladies, don't hold back. You need a pair immediately. If you want it but can't afford it: stop drinking your soy milk non whip caramel macchiato from Starbucks and switch to plain water. Ilyana's Louboutin fund: $2.00 (donate plx) 3 comments|post comment

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